my life as SHIKIN

being a netballer??!!

2010-02-07T13:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm...al i cn tink abt ryte nw...is well being a netballer....wel no offence bt i do luv d netballers in our sch..cute..sweet...perfect...evryting dat is so nt me...-_-''...literally....being a netballer is diff..in my sch....netballers only cn date wif rugy guys..n stuff...restricted stuff...between us girls n girls...2 me...its all..ah LAME....though my guys r frm rugy by nt all of dem bt yah...i mean juz tink abt it.....i dnt wanna b popular nm stuff..i lk d way i am...bt dey juz cnt except it u knw....2 me i juz wanna gt ovr wit it...i mean...ggtin totured n stuff...well stuff...wateva!!!-_-'' so yah.....pfft....
if gt any story i post ltr kk
fudgy rooney jr...
peace..

cant belive it happened yesterday..

2010-02-06T11:44:00.000+08:00

cant belive evrytin happend at dat moment in time....juz hangin out aftr rugby training..waitin 4 d guys...i was wit hanis..chilling..nasrul didnt wanted 2 talk 2 me 4 d entire day...i knw smhw its my fault..bt yah...:[..i told randy 2 help....bt he created a BIG prob....nasrul didnt say anytin..bt randy told me dat nasrul said dat he doesnt lk me being wit hanis...hanis overheard...he told nasrull dat he wont bother wit me anymore...i strtd cry.....nasrul..kinda wanted 2 cry n stuff..he apoligized..im still tryin 2 gt ovr it..bt i juz cnt....it was a sadest day...4 me...izzat finnaly hv fasihah..so lovable...hw many hours dey stead alrdy call each other baby...aww ryte...me..well-_-'' haizz...life isnt easy anymr...d ones u loved...gg far far away frm u nw n again...bt yah..nasrul always says his dere 4 me...idk..im lk emoing since yesterday dnt wanna talk n stuff...i dnt wish tu...nt smiling sulkin...alot of memories 2 loose man..ALOT....3 months...past juz lk dat...with a snap of a finger...idk...i juz feel lk...dieng...bt tinkin of ppl hu i love n hu loves me..i dnt wish 2 hurt dem nw either...LIFE IS TO LIVE! until d time cms...den it will end...words frm a wise man(HANIS)...NOTHING CAN LAST FOREVER...
baby fudgy rooney junior,
signing out...
peace no war!

life has 2 end......bt nt nw smhw...

2010-02-05T21:32:00.001+08:00

juz nvr gg 2 lt u go so...dnt mk me leave m...dnt lt me go..cuz im nt gg too.....i dnt wan fight again...lk v did...juz nw..it was juz a misunderstanding....he said everytin rongly.....he was on his knees pleadin....cryin...i cudnt do anytin..

i cnt tk it anymr...

2010-02-02T19:23:00.001+08:00

omg...still so damn confused..

2010-01-28T16:34:00.001+08:00

omg...u guys knw abt d break up ryte....nw he wan patch bk....i cnt believe it..i knw...im still dieing bt ya..didnt expect hm 2 ask 4 it...niwaes nas still doesnt wan 2 let me go..n i do too..i reali dnt knw hu???...bt yah....actual

me...y now....plzz dnt leave me,,,

2010-01-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

cnt tk another without..its lks a blade dat cuts ryte through me..i can wait 4evr..cn v juz b 2gether..stay...i cnt force bt dis is wats inside...i cried so damn much aftr wat izzat told me dat he said dat we're ovr 2 evry1 so proudly...i dnt knw abt dis...bt....he hugged n holed me..ovr r nt...i juz wanna tolk 2 hmabt evrytin..i dnt mind gg on my kness n juz beg....i cried all ovr..izzat was lk was lk offerin tissue n lk tkin cr of me..so as nas..dey care so damn much...i wonder if he knws...:( i gotta let it go..omg hw cm evry1 knw dat he ask me stead i hvnt evn accept...i mean i barely knw hm..omg...smhw im gg 2 support hm..in rugby!!!woohoo...i support my 'baby' too...omg..all stressed out..n no where 2 goo..escape me frm here!!!!!
lost shikin

all alone/dnt u dare still him away frm me i tell u!

2010-01-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey!me all alone in nthe room..its dad spen d time weekend 2day..it sucks yah...hanis went 2 johor :( so i guess i cnt escape..so damn bored n well missin him..n dat freakin cibai still wans him..i cnt tk it sia dat bitch...eh he's my n one n only..u daretry gttin hm...u meet d bitch i m..i bet u bdnt me dat well yet bt yah..try me n u gt it..remember he HATES u..la eh..so yah..back it off...though u tink he does..well ur sio damn rong..i cnt believe u wod evn try..juz keep ur hands of me guy...kk...i'll strike if i cn..so yah..fuck off my man u bitch...fyi.;...HE LOVES ME...muahahha;...juz stay away okay..
bitchy ikin..lol

wat CCA shud i join..??hmm...

2010-01-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey!well d only tink on my mind was wat CCA shud i choose...bt yah..did alot of gd,evil tings 2day..i juz feel evill...n well me plan worked..lol...niwaes..NPCC is not my ting i guess me dad dnt let..:(..so yah..mayb sports r performing arts..i dnt mind la..drama..a part as a cameraman or photographer..yeah!!bt yah...haizz stress u knw..i dnt knw if i cn spend time wit d rest of d girls bt ya....i miss nasrul sayin excuse me..aww....n i do miss hanis too..lk duh!!niwaes i pissed her...so damn well.n im proud of meself..LOL...bt yah..keep ur hands of guy!!lol....im juz so damn happy!!i need u...i juz cnt keep imagining wat he wud say when he see's me in d dress....aww...hehe..cnt stp listening 2 vanilla twilight by owl city n baby by justin bieber...its d meaning of my love for him...aww
love,
shikin

so sad..

2010-01-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

dnt leave me..dnt u evr leave me...im cmin wit u..i dnt care wat me parents tink..i juz ndt wan u 2 go bie..i love u!!juz dnt..ur gg 2 contact me how..where..soon..when will u b cmin bk..yeah!!he's finally happy!aww..miss hm damn much..well dat freakin chibai still cn piss me off..lets see how it goes between d two of dem..well of course...puke puke n more puke..terasa uat ape sey....he;s so not urs so yah..dream on la eh..piss sia dgn ko..aku tampah muka ko ko tau..isap buah sendiri swuak!!leave hm alone kk..u dnt u dead..lol..chey..bt seriously i will tamapah ur muka den u knw!!!
pissed shikin
stayin happy!

i cnt trust u anymr...

2010-01-21T18:11:00.000+08:00

y do i evn thought of gvin u a chance..im dat stupid..juz wanna say leave me alone n carry on our life in separate ways...bt i juz cnt..i dnt knw anytin n i dnt wish 2 knw anytin so yah..juz leave me alone..quit d act..i had enough...ok..i mean i cnt tolerate anymr of dis..juz go..move on!!evrytin is all crap ryte..nvm...juz go..go on..i hv feelins ok fyi..do wat u wanna doo..im ovr it....i dnt knw wat 2 say bt yah/....leave my, life alone..dats all i cn say..i cn say it 2 ur face so yah.....
shikin so damn pissed..

so sad...

2010-01-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

juz gt bk wit hanis...miss hm so damn much bt yah..me fault so yah..v talked alot nw...so tryin 2 gt closer..alot closer haha...me n elly n hanis went 2 pioneer mall...n elly bought hershey choco..haha...den v walked all d way bk...2 west park...elly had 2 go bk so yah..den v juz waited..smpi 5.30 den v walked 2 elly blk den v waited 4 her..smtings happen along d way..bt secret haha...kk den fetched her adek..i cried immidiately when i saw adam n danial..i miss dem so damn much!!!!reali den hanis send me hm dats abt it..haha...well nw gt scoldin frm dad sayin i nvr tell hm n stuff n dat im losing my trust n stuff..no offence bt yah..blahblahblah..haha...im old enough!!!
peace out..shikin!!;]

when will it all end....

2010-01-18T19:46:00.001+08:00

hey!no mood...literaly..had a happy toime in d morning until smbody spoil it..i tjhought it will b fun n happy monday..i guess i was rong..evrytin turned out rong...yes d b'dae party was fun..bt nw...i juz wan b alone...evrytings my fault..EVRYTING...i cnt leave a life of my own..without u i'll fade away..2 me im suffering nw..n i reali dnt wan 2..juz gt on wit it..i';ll try 2 b strong..juz leave me alone den....it always has 2 bv lk dat...

family fun....hehe..

2010-01-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey!2day well had family fun..evry1 was dere at me grandma house(mum's side)..hehe evn baby boi..he was so much bigger haha...he still so damn cute...he has kriss allens hair..literaly when he spikes..cute gyler...haizz....well i didnt tell u wat happened yesterday ryte dnt worry i'll tell u in d nex post kk!!lets gt bk abt 2day...teached lavania n nicole how 2 play..lavannia still confussed bt nicole 4 a primary 2 student she's gd..played n played..until v gt bored..did sm magic tricks played wit baby boi n stuff....food amazing..delicious lk wat sia,...woohoo..power!!haha^^....my grandma gd cook..al grandma's r gd cooks trust me i knw...haha...played wi baby izzac...so fun..haha..luv hm..mt little kris allen haha..now me watching star wars....dnt gt it at all..cuz me mr consentrated n u..n chttin wit haniz..haha..
shikin;]

....all this time i was hoping 4 u 2 cm around...

2010-01-15T15:24:00.000+08:00

cnt stp tinkin of wat u did 2 me n me fwens..i loved u..bt do u???dats d only question in my head ryte nw..do u r do u nt...i do bt how abt u....smtimes d tings u do r juz so dem cute....smtimes it juz hurts me evrywhere...hmm///do u evr tink dat wen i wait 4 u i wont strt cryin wen u dnt appear n if u were laughin at me n a bunch of my fwens dnt u tink dat it hurts...hmm..dnt u....well i do....i love u so much.....i cnt tk it...it juz sseems lk u dnt cr...bt smhw i knw u do...i love u....wit all my heart..n i show it....reali i do...yesh v kissed n v hugged...its enough 4 u..bt it hurts me evrywhere.....i love u...do u love me???

!!!omgomgomg!!!!

2010-01-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

okay really alot happen 2day...elly still so sad..well...me too...me nw closer wit faidhi n izzat..as in buddies la.....haha..bt yah...so cute sey izzat....haha...niwaes during eng lesson..teach. play YOU BELONG WITH ME...i cried alot sia...me n elly cried..ermm..sedih lah....:[..den well..v gt through d whole day...haizz...when v were gg bk..surprisingly..hanis was waitin 4 me..lk he ussualy dnt..well he he knew i wanted 2 gv hm d present i bought 4 hm so yah....den v went 2 7-11 elly wanted 2 gt sandwhich so i followed her wit hanis...elly n hanis was lk arguein all d way...den well hanis went 2 change 2 go 4 rugby i wanted 2 go c dem play..haha..den me n elly went in 1st den go library do homework...well v did mr den dat...lk typical talk abt stuff dat happen..den v went 2 canteen 2 c if any food hv r nt. end up no..drinks only..n d uncle gv us 4 free hehe....i wa slk wantin 2 go..bt den elly didnt so i stayed wit her..bt i cud c wat was happining 2 d guys at d feild...so fun sia...dey gt 2 tackle n throw balls...n u knw does kinda of stuff!!!fun ryte???hehe!!!den v waited...v went 2 7-11 i bought 2 cookies hehe..coockie monster wat haha....v waited n waited nh cried n cried n waited n waited n cried n cried....smpi hanis keluar..juz imagine 3-5...omg ryte i knw...haizz...bt den me n hanis wait under elly block while she change n stuff...so v wait..v talk n stuff smhiw work tings out....den v sat at d sittin area den dere was a group mats..den dey were lk so damn irratating until v went away...so v waited at d letter box..talked n talked until elly cm hehe....v met deena in d way n v went 2 fetched dier adiks 2gether all so cute sia...lk dier kakas...well..den wen dey went bk...hanis send me hm...n well....SMTIN HAPPEN!!! den me cht wit izzat juz nw..cute la dat guy...so small n cute..alalala..hhaha....nw me chtin wit iqin n faris...cya...ltr..if i gt anytin 2 talk abt..haha....
ikin signing off

!!elly!!

2010-01-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey!2day well as u cn c its me bff..hehe...v suddenly grow so close 2gether lk v were in primary 2

..well v hang out 2fay n she ws lk crazy n i was lk cazy...n well fasiha was still so damn blur y r v lk dat haha..v went 2 west park n chill well v met wit rusydi..nick nm..shadey..hehe...really...ok he was oesterin us 2 play soccer bt v didnt cuz i mean he so small pity i striker..den u knw..chey!..hehe^^..well dey followed n lost us half way..wow dat was gd man..if nt he'll b lk blahblahblahblah...irratatin ryte..hehe..well v went 2 gek poh 2 print pics,..n well i printed out d fb pic..i gt alot bt its 2 'u knw'..hehe..welll it turned out gd...den v had 2 wait 4 lk 30 mins..juz 2 gt it print dats express u knw..so pissed well..wat cn i do ryte..hehe..den we took pics n chit chat bt our lifes n stuff lk v always do..hehe..u knw smtin me n elly hv alot of tings happenin in our lifes dat evrytime v hang out...v really go on n on n on..haha^^....well she's a fwen u wanna b wif...den well v wasted 30 mins walkin around chillin tkin foto' s n stuff,..when v were gg ..v saw deena..hehe..well she joined us 2 coollect..n she gt interested in d foto tingy n she pprinted 1 herself..v hamg out at mac until 5.30pm..den v went 2 fetch elly n deena's adik..so cute..lk sista sey...dat was wen fasiha went bk..well i went bk tooaftr dat..n well realising i 4gt 2 buy wrapping ppr so i stexted elly 2 follow me..hehe...troublesome ryte me..hehe..well den..me n elly bought d same wrapping ppr which was a light purple n well since v both love d colour v bought d same hehe...den v took mr pics so v could decorate our journal hehe..so its lk a bestie kinda tingy..aww...ryte..den v bought d same drink aftr dat..v went hm...she's probally tkin d foto's nw...;].hehe

shikin;]

typical...

2010-01-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

well..2day.or nw..me at me grandma house..me mum,uncle n yvshanie went 2 asian civilaisation musuem..well v stay here....fun...v use d comp.play wit baby boy n stuf..me grandma's nasi lemak was great...nicole shud try..hehe..bt she doesnt lk 2 eat..anyway..sch life is gttin tougher evryday..yes elly is by myide..bt nth is workin out..really...well tings happen..u guys shud knw..bt yah..im really freakin pissed abt it...well...mayb i'llpost smtin interestin ltr..byebye!!
shikin;]

missin seniors..wekwek..

2010-01-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

[nt all of dem r here...haizz]heyheyhey!nadzparty was great....thought smtins happen b4 dat..i had fun!!woohoo...haha^^....well im lk missin d semiors so damn much..lk literally..ok nt only....so bored..n tryin 2 b independent...haha^^...sm sec 2 guys cm cutiin our qeue(me n elly)...welll..dey strtd askin v sec 1 r wat..n dey actually let us went on our on position well.b4 dem....dey said dat sec 1..sure MAUT...true sey...^^...well v fwens nw so ya.....gd 2 mk fwens..bt i dnt really wanna gt closed 2 dem so ya..bt missin seniors damn2 much sey!!....;[ talk 2 u ltr..^^..
shikin....

2day..cn tahan la..

2010-01-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

well...split into new group luckily hv nuwairah(irah)..wow...dgn die gerek..so many songs were played durin breaks..so fun..me n irah dance n sing.l.lk hyper..well..wat happen 2day well...a bitch hugged smbody i LUV as a bro...n well..she's so damn dead..i cnt believe he juz let her gt her hands all ovr hm..how wud u feel!!??LUCKILY SHE WASNT CHOMPIN ON HE'S CHEEKS!!..r she'll gt tackeld by me..bt i tahan...u knw 2nd day..hehhe...well...if she does it again..no oe chances bitch!!...da rambut AYAM!nk stare2 tkpayah swuek!!so now i hv 2 leave hm alone...which i cnt...cuz he me buddy!!...my dude..my dawgh...bt nt anymr..all of us r doin it..4 our sake n he's..if v dnt lyn hm..she stp touchin hm..simple...bt ya...im lk cryin evr since i cm hm..bt wateva...dat AYAM is so gg 2 gt it frm me!wanna play bitchy bring on.;..!!!c hu mr bitchy!!!i feel pain!!!!!!!;[

cryin out loud...shikin...;[

pioneer sec...ROCKS...at d activities 2day...woohoo!~funFUNfun~

2010-01-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

2day 1st day of sch....well...yes blur2..lk sototng..d seniors were great..fun gyler!!.really..me,deena n fasiha had so much fun!!!checkin out guys..hehehe...playin wit d seniors..n well enjoyin d activities..well yes v had a little prob along d way...lk smbody wantin a fight..n v strt 2 mk frens wit seniors..fun lk wat sia......bt seriously.....FUN!!v evn dance 2 wonder girls at d end...den all d senior fwen v made hv 2 lk damnce 2 nobody...den it was lk wow...n dey demo twice..n suddenly..v had 2 dance along....fun!!!especially.when pplk had 2 go up 2 damnce....mirza was damn hyper sey...pioneer cheers...
P-I-O-N-E-E-R
pioneer pioneer
yes we are
winner winner
here we are
1 2 3 we fight fight fight
4 5 6 we strike wit might
pioneers fight,pioneers strike
pioneer pioneer
dynamite
BOOMZ!...

i love d BOOMZ prt..hehheh..:]

pioneer sec..well...FUN!(2day)

2010-01-04T16:51:00.001+08:00

!!so damn cute!!

2010-01-03T20:20:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey!d baby boy was gt damn it cute man..i'll post d foto's soon...he was so cute..i evn gt 2 carry him..kekkeke....baby boi izzac sze..dats his name..he's gg 2 be discharge 2morrow..d whole family(me mother side)cnt wait 4 hm..kekekeke...life is still tough 4 me..b'cuz of certain ppl...smhw its gg 2 end...well...my aunt...kinda of fine nw at d hospital..so evrytings ok..pfft...well...juz nw v were at orchard road..n me cousin was lk askin me 2 check out d ang mo's..kekek...well....bt i was lk yah he's handsome n stuff..bt ya....yes dey do strt lk lookin n stuff...bt v juz smile n move on!!..kekkek....lk wateva...chey...so ya....kkekek.....peace out..;]

!yeahyeah!

2010-01-02T12:59:00.002+08:00

heyloo!finally a boy in d family except 4 bro..kekekke...baby boy is cmin 2day..ok i do wich dats its me bro bt..nooo...its me cousin..yeahyeah...he;s cmin out ltr ins aftrnoon...well im lk so damn excited dat i hv 2 rush my grandma house 2 wait wit evry1 2 hv news...well dey gt a call frm uncle kevin..d daddy of d baby boy...sayin dat d delivery will b made in d afternoon..kekeke....cnt wait dawgh!.....yeah!woohooo!

!!wonder pet fan!!

2010-01-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

!!!im a wonder pets fan!!!

!HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

Heyheyhey!happy new year!omg sry i didnt post anytin yesterday..i was 2 bz..watchin DAHM DOOM..tamil countdown on vasantham central....wow all d song all new 1 sia...when me bro dnt hv me n me mum strt dancin..kekekke....hope dat 2010 will b a better year fr me n u...2 evry1......kekekek....tryin 2 feel happy~~yeah...-_-..so NOT~

typical day!

2009-12-30T18:29:00.000+08:00

so bored 2day...typical ryte...stayed at hm...so bored..2morrow muz go fr d orientation....dnt knw wat dey hv install 4 us...so damn bored,u knw wat i juz found out dat me mum always try 2 compare me wit my bro....n yes....my bro is d better 1..i dnt lk ppl 2 compare u knw....lk so damn unfair..i mean v special in diff. ways.....i do hate me bro..n evrytime he has 2 win n stuff..u guys knw wat i mean ryte...he gts 2 go out...he no nid 2 do chores....i hate it.....im a girl yes life awaits me..i mean he has a life ?

AWSOME movie!GREAT time!

2009-12-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

2day...well nt an odinary day..i shud say....me,my mum,my sec 2(nx yr)cousin...n her younger sis...my youngest cousin went 2 watch a movie...well ur guessin alvin n d chipmunks n stuff...well no....2 all indians out dere....d movie u hud watch is VEITAIKARAN....staring VIJAY/......d actioin n evrytin,....wow....he evn danced wit his son....amazin.....very touchin..n yet....AWSOME PACK FULL OF ACTION.....well dere wasnt any subtitle....bt i understooid it..tinkin of tkin tamilas 3rd language...hmm....anywho..i knw i cn watch d movie gain n again....i had milo nuggets instead of popcorn....d theater is lk 2x bigger den a normal theater...d gold class is ryte at d bk...massage chair 2 say.....sound system...awsome!.....toilets r inside d theater...lk wow!....bt dnt worry it doesnt smell...my thought she saw a rat runnin bt dnt worry a theater wit rats?!...hhahhahhaha.....its lk 3D...wihout d glasses!!!!!wow!!...muz catch it okok!:]

pioneer here i cm......he strikes!

2009-12-28T20:55:00.001+08:00

pioneer sec im cmin!juz a few mr days n its sch time!woohoo....me gg 2 sch wit elly...cnt wait....yes i look fugly in d uniform...cuz its damn huge 4 me....d PE ok la.....well.....i hope dere's lno strees nex year....thought i knw im expectin it...hahah...well....haizz......life is changin alot....talkin abt dat ppl change u knw.....hmmm...idk...bt 2 day...aftr v had alll d trouble findin me bro bks 4 nex year...at westwood sec...dis guy hu was me so called enemy..i dnt really knw hm...i'll juz gv u a clue ok...frm westwood sec..name strts wit letter 'N'....2 say....dere was dis 1 time...where he wanted me number...bt he didnt gt it..he gt mad.....bt nw...at westwood sec....he called my name...i do nt knw how he remeber me name..soo...den i was lk y shud i look at hm..bt i did...den he ask me so politely wit a smile....n ask '/shikin u sch here?'' den i said ''No?..''...den he face...sedih....i felt a little pity as he had 2 walk through d rain 2 go bk...bt i was lk WTH!,....well den since d books was heavy....my dad n bro sat on d stairs at d gek poh entrance...while v wait 4 d traffic light...suddenly a 185 bus was at d traffic light...den he was dere..i was tryin so damn hard 2 lk HIDE...he saw me broi n me dad..n lk was tryin 2 find me....bt i was lk puttin dat damn face.....den when i peek 2 c if he nt lookin.,....he was gvin dat u knw how a guy impress a girl n d girl giggles d smile..lk 1 side only..,.he gv me dat smile....i smile bk as per normal....n he shook he's head...bt deep in sde my heart...i was lk wat does he wan frm me..lk wtf~.....bt den....do pity hm.....NOT!muahahahhha..ok mayb a littlw..bt ya..!

merry christmas!!

2009-12-26T10:12:00.000+08:00

merry christmas n a happy new year fr evry1 ! well christmas was nt odinary christmas,cuz its my grandma's b'dae 2....ok..aftr d wonderful lunch v had at west cor'z cafe...v went bk 2 my grandma's place..present gvin time...me grandma had 2 pick a paper frm a bowl...d paper 5 papers has our names(d 'children')..so d 1st name was,nicole my 2nd youngest cousin..den followed by my bro,my yougest cousin,my sec2 cousin n last bt nt least ME!...i gt a locker frm my uncle,an abulm frm my aunt(2nd youngest sister of my mum),a clock very cute...its lk a mini house bt its a clock,a braclet frm my aunt(youngest sister of my mum)....aftr dat..aftr all d fun v had....it was already evening...v had dinner..beehoon goreng,satay,poridge..wow!....den v had oreo cake...b'dae fr my grandma.....v sang,while my bro played d guitar(he's own version of happy b'dae song)he wont let my play so..:[ ...he learned a fav song of me grandma..n played it fr her..aftr evrybody left d kitchen...i took lots of fotos....sooo fun!anyway....MERRY CHRITMAS N A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

sry!

2009-12-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

sry i hvnt been postin anytin yet..been bz watchin movies lately...times r gttin hard fr me..wif evryting..well i hv 2 smile its eve of christmas...:] .... sm ppl juz dnt care anymr..bt im juz tryin 2 stay alive..b dere fr ppl hu need me...teenage life awaits..a few days more n evrytins new.....im kinda worried bt im hiding it..i guees my secret is out....myt christmas present frm my mum was nt only her love...bt i gt a nike bag..im gg 2 use it fr sch nex year..its kinda of BRIGHT...well u guys hv 2 c it nex year....ting will change..idk if mayb i will...bt IM ALWAYS NURA SHIKIN!

life..haizz

2009-12-17T12:13:00.002+08:00

i'm a girl i hv NEEDS!

so damn irratating!

2009-12-17T09:37:00.000+08:00

i hate hm so damn much!i mean i barely knw hm..n he wan a patch bk...i mean...hu d hell he is..he knw dat i wit hanis..den he still lk dat..call me n sms me again2...haizz..didnt gt any sleep u knw....i lied 2 hm dat i was chatting wit hanis..den he keep on forceing me 2 break wit hm....i dnt knw hm at all..he evn ask fr hanis number...dnt worry i nvr gv..he say he wan mk fren wit hanis..all BULLSHIT sia....i mean..i dnt any misundertsanding 2 happen u knw...hanis is d one n only person..hu'll b dere....i cnt afford 2 loose hm....so pissed!:[

found out..

2009-12-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

found out...my mum found out dat she had symtoms of..PANIC ATTACKS....im so damn worried abt her...y my mum...tings r popping in my head...:[

fun,fun, n more FUN..:]../..y muz dey keep doing dis..haizz

2009-12-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

had so much fun yesterday at me grandma's house..me,me bro,me mum slept ovr dere..n well me n my cousin stayed late until 12.30am....watching spongebob,suite lif on deck,hannah montana,....many mr....it was so funas v we're snacking away n laughing along 2 all d jokes..v had keep it down so dat nobody wod suspect dat v were awake watching tv....cudnt sleep at all...i slept at 3am....well..hvin probs sleepin dis days.. i dnt knw y...so bored...haizz..nvm..u knw i dnt really gt guys hu dnt knw u..n juz so ur foto on ur profile n den dey wan 2 knw if ur attached n all...i mean which girl dnt find it irratatin..haizzz....hv been hving does kinda probs..late at night at 12 midnight...,.dey will sms u n stuff...juz b'cuz of dat bloody guy(quurul)nw mats hv my number..so piss off u knw!really..tell me hu's nt pissed....cnt tk it no mr!..:[

smtimes...life isnt easy without ppl/ shud i say BITCHES..!

2009-12-15T12:36:00.000+08:00

typical SLUT! well i cn gv u an example...well...dey treat u lk dier fwen..put stupid tings abt dem on dier blog dat is all nt true....say dat dier more popular n dat she cn addy ashraf....i mean isnt dat stupid..yes all d gurls love hm...bt she aint no way she cn attarct dat guy man..i mean i admit dat im nt preety n dat my muka mcm STOINK..bt u hv no ryte u write abt me n my frens lk dat...1 on 1 i dnt mind..u pissed me off u gt it!so ya...hu im talking abt..u guessed it SYUTAITA....im sry bt gotta say dis...u tink ur evil..fyi..u nt as evil as me..sry/....muahahahhahha

sry!yesterday was fun!

2009-12-15T10:43:00.000+08:00

sry i didnt post anyting....well im gg 2 tell u abt yesterday....had so much fun wit my cousins...all me cousins were dere...accept fr 1 dat was still in my aunty's stomache...he's comming out mayb on CHRISTMAS...can wait d christmas present fr d family.....well lets gt bk abt d yesterday...v we're chatting abt our youngest cousin(3 yrs old) is gg 2 sch nex yr n wat will she b expecting n stuff...aftr dat v gt so damn bored n ask my uncle if v cn use d computer..n well he let so v began using it....v were playing d BOX HEAD-2PLAY(recomanded game)frm begginer b'cm intemidiate b'cm expert nw NIGHTMARE...fun sia.....n well v play 2 player so mr fun...it was d time i'll nvr 4gt man...mr 2 cm ltr...:]

she nvr fails me...

2009-12-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

she told me she's sincere abt doin dis fr me..i thank her alot....she's smbody i cn turn 2 n all....she's done tings fr me dat no fren wud do..she nvr fails me...i promise frm nw ownwards i aint gg 2 fail her...no way i m gg 2 do dat....she's my fren n im her's.,.i wan 2 respect her d way she respects me...:]

y is it so F***ING hard 2 juz watch a movie on9?!

2009-12-13T20:47:00.001+08:00

my fwens r lk trying so damn hard 2 lk gv me d websites 2 watch movies on9 bt it juz doesnt work on my comp..im lk so freakin pissed ryte nw wit my comp literaly!!!pissed!F***ing pissed!

when am i gg 2 gt it!?

2009-12-13T12:24:00.000+08:00

i wan JUSTIN BIEBER's album so damn much..i wan it...i guess i hv 2 gt it myself...so damn bored without he's music man....lk really....missing evry1...teenage life awaits me....wat cn i do...haizz....so damn bored...gt notin 2 say..mayb ltr...c ya..byebye....:]

i told hm d truth....

2009-12-12T16:50:00.001+08:00

love hurts...bt wit me its a gd hurt...i told him datwas afraid...smhw scared...afraid dat love aint cming...he told me alo tings....lovable tings...he wont let me go n dat im in he's soul...he hurts hmself wen our love isnt dere....i love as much as he loves me...i promise 2 dat i wont let hm..promised until either of us...moves away n tells d other dat stop lo

haizz..he's hving fun...

2009-12-12T13:57:00.001+08:00

hanis is lk hving so much fun wit a game i introdue 2 hm..box head-more rooms(http://www.y8.com/) he's juz so fantastic...evn though we argue n all...he juz dnt wanna let me go..neither do i... aslong he's happy i'll b happy 2..:]

BSN rockz..MISS DEM SO MUCH...

2009-12-12T12:50:00.000+08:00

(prt of d crew)

i dnt knw bt im missin BSN so damn much aftr looking through d foto's v took...it was memorable experience...i dnt really knw hw 2 describe d whole ting 2 u..u gt 2 experience it..lk really...does hu were in were really very lucky...pratice was sp damn tiring..bt performance at victoria hall..was so damn perfect..practce paid off...we had fun..n dats dat....though leaving was d worst prt..evrybody was crying...gving hugs...nt wanting 2 leave..in d end..all cms 2 an end...(sad 2 say)...i'll nvr 4gt dem...nvr..(c more fotos at my facebook account )

haizz...

2009-12-12T11:31:00.003+08:00

....i feel pain.....

haizz...

2009-12-12T11:31:00.001+08:00

....i feel pain.....

oh yah..i hvnt told u guys abt d party...

2009-12-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

d party was GREAT...d ladies in deir cute outfits..d guys were doin deir typical guy stuff...jokin n hving fun...all thx 2 dinie n d ppl hu were dere....d amazing race tingy was so damn fun watching dem play,..me n hanis gt pestering frm does hu were playing dey thought v were holding d clues...ameera gt ppl snatching her shoelace as one of deir task has smting 2 do wit shoelaces..the food was great..i say d jelly was d BEST prt cuz dey was'nt any water left wen v came..so..d jelly a refreshment fr does hu didnt gt water....it was damn HOT...most expect it 2 rain bt it didnt it was so damn hot d sun was lk shinning on us(literaly)...i had fun dere did u???

fwens dat hold on till d end of d earth..

2009-12-12T10:08:00.000+08:00

i knw a fwen hu wud do dat...n well she help me wit almost evrything...i've done alot of stupid tings i knw i shud'nt hv done it 2 her..i feel ashame..she juz smhw understands me n 4gv's me d vry minute..smhw i knw dat evry1 wants a fwen lk her...she's smart,pretty,cute,adorable,bubbly..dere's so many words 2 describe...i've nvr regretted our fwenship 2gether since primary 2...i knw i do hv relationship wit fwens frm nursery till nw...bt its juz different...u guys wan 2 knw hu is it....well she's d one n only SITI ELIANA....she's d best fr me!:]

people juz wont change

2009-12-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

my experience..well alot..bt dere is dis 1 person hu juz..juz..pisses me off..everytime..i wont tell u hu..bt ya..juz tink abt it...no matter how much love u gv in..notin cms out...all he/she does is juz hurts u..yeah he/she nt lk dat all d time bt u knw wat i mean..qoute of advise..ppl change when dey wan 2 n 2 hu dey wan 2 show deir drastic change..fr me juz understand..n well walk away...fr sm its hard...bt juz try 2 understand..okok..im so damn bored!!i really dnt kn wat 2 say bt i guess its my last entry fr d day..see ya..:]
shix..signing out..:]

1st time..

2009-12-11T14:14:00.000+08:00

heyloo guys...its my 1st time doin a blog so ya...ok lets strt..2day typical day fr me..a day at my grandma's house(me 2nd house)..irratating my cousin..gt irratated by my bro..trying 2 understand evry word dat my little cousin which is 3 years old is sayin...n well missin hanis so dman much..i juz dnt gt y..y..nvm abt us...im juz so damn bored as time in primary sch ife is ovr..frens memories still kept i my heart..fun n love dat frm dem feels lk its gone..smhw u guys knw wat i mean..so ya....(teenge life here we cm)....anyway do asis me..byebye